Well I had a very interesting Friday. I was planning on leaving work early because we had a camping trip planned over Easter weekend. Friday morning was busy and I was of course the only person there working. The bosses were up in the conference room with some clients and I had just posted this on my pregnant after infertility facebook page:
"I feel like I am totally jinxing myself by even posting this, BUT I
haven't had a big bleed since last Thursday. Still spotting everyday but
that is the norm for this pregnancy. Fingers crossed that the bleeds
are done or at least longer breaks in between for my sanity."
TEN MINUTES AFTER POSTING THAT COMMENT
I was sitting in my chair and sneeze. I knew the feeling and was soaked in blood. Bad thing. As soon as this happened our second set of clients walked in for their meeting with the bosses. I had to take my cardigan off and tie it around my waist. As soon as I stood up the blood started gushing more and running down my legs onto my feet. I got the clients seated and walked upstairs to the conference room to let the boss know. I then had to let him know I had to leave and go home because I was soaked in blood. I was mortified. Actually beyond mortified. By the time I got home my car seat was soaked in blood (white leather) and it was everywhere. I made the decision while cleaning up that I wasn't going to let this SCH run my life for one second more then it already has. I called my RE office to let them know. I told her I didn't want to bother coming in for an u/s at this point and would just wait until my next visit, which is this Wednesday. Honestly what is the point? There are two possibilities things that will come out of this:
#1. The SCH will cause me to lose the babies
#2. The SCH will keep going and babies will be fine.
Either way, I can't do anything at this point and I am SO done stressing about this.
I have considered buying adult diapers though and just wearing them 24/7. I am not sure what else to do. I have been wearing super heavy pads. You know the ones that goes from your chin to the back of your neck? LOL. They don't do anything when I have these massive bleeds.
Any suggestions on something I could wear to at least help get me to bathroom before I soak through all my clothes?
Well I did get cleaned up Friday and headed camping. Best.decision.ever. We had a great time and I was able to spend quality time with hubby, daughter and my sisters and her family. Here are a few pictures from our camping trip.
Today is the start of National Infertility Awareness Week. Please take a moment to educate someone about infertility. Remember we can't expect someone who hasn't suffered through this to know what is happening to us.