17DPO

I woke up this morning feeling pretty calm and at peace. That is after I got sick :) I am going to try my hardest to just accept I am pregnant today. I have all the symptoms that I haven't had this last three years.

I am nauseous
My boobs are sore
diarrhea
lower back pain
tired
headaches
insomnia
I keep feeling pulling and stretching in the middle of my uterus


I take all of these as very good signs.  If my numbers have doubled tomorrow, I am going to try to put away the pee sticks and have some faith in the process. Either this is going to be a viable pregnancy or it is not and I have to accept that I have no control over what happens. 

Here is today's test and possibly the last test I will be taking.